but i'd like to share some thoughts...

Normaly, creating a website is not my thing. But nowadays, I really carve to do some different stuffs. Cuz whenever i check other peoples i do see them doing different activites, trying some other activies to longer their view. And i was asking to myself, "what am i doing while others run?". So, i decided to try different rather than my old stuffs. And ofc i also saw some infos about indie websites on the internet(via instagram). Few weeks ago i was scrolling in instagram and a reel about a room which is covered in blue stuffs(such like aquarium, blue sky with green field window wallpapered screen, some other blue or sky themed atmosphere stuffs etc. which gives 2005-2010 wibes) came across on my screen. And i found really cute and nostalgic instantly. Later the days those typed of reels started to appear more and more. And after a while i encountered with a girl whos talking about those "indie websites". Say whatever u wana but it rlly hooked me inside. I hid the reel after that and yesterday i decided to investigate about this indie websites. With an emotion i also decided to create a page to myself. But.. Ofc i dont know Any merely information about coding n stuff. They only thought me a bit while i was in the high school. It still needs more investigations but still i would like to try a paragraph of my thoughts.

U may ask whats about with the napoleon lol. Idk i never obsessed with napoleon i just wanted to create an example of tapping onto the image and travelling to some other page lol. I found that really cool and it appears its not that hard to code too.

This is day 2 of creating my own website and learning HTML. Today i learned about more arttributes and some more stuff about border Feature. It appears that to add and style the main page with little image figures it requires a bit code knowledge lol. I Tried to change the main page abit but im frustated for today. So for the rest of the remaining day i will just take a break of doing this otherwise i will lose my mind and lose my hype on. I hope to do some more progress on day 3. And if you reading this, could u please post some advices on making my own page? Because i do really want to do this and im just.. so amateur on that! I hope to some people may see these words. Liutenant is out.

Well I just checked out to the latest trailer of the Deltarune(aka chapter 5). Well it was pretty nice of course. Toby really cooks with these games and trailers. But.. i dont think this trailer or the previous newsletter from toby did fill up my hype. Its probably on purpose to not adding any info about Deltarune chapter 5 trough the trailer(Ofc he did add up some but just some marely). Prob just to keep the hype through the chapter 5's release but still. I.. did not satisfied at all but not because just trailer and the newsletter, its also about the timelines. Let me elaborate.. As u know because nintendo is based in US and me being in turkey ofc, the clock in US is not the same in Turkey ofc. And my dumb aah accidently miss calculated the time to integrate through turkish time. I calculated like i could start to watch the live in 7 PM, Correct time was 5PM.. I was checking on youtube if nintendo direct started and then i saw a vid named "Deltarune chapter 5 trailer" and i was like "naah it couldn't be.. right?" and i was like instantly typed to the search and i witnessed the live already started 1 hour ago ;-; still tho, Im glad Deltarune CH5's release date is near.(9.6.26)

I can't progress with the site currently cuz of my finals. And my dumb aah forgot all of the codding stuff lol. But im bein fr fr i will get this done. Gosh i wana do sports so bad nowadays. And don't worry i also thought alot ideas to put through my page. It ll be perfect site to me to type my own, And for my futural stuffs. Ofc, not this time.. Im not gona be a goober this time. I will be the man who's handling the stuffs. Ill be the dude whos in podium. Liutenant is out (9.6.26)

HELLOOOO MY SLIPPERY SNAILS! Man it been a lot since my last coding adventuries. Yet, my finals did not end up yet. But I took the most important ones. I ve got like 3 more finals and then I won't need to worry about exams for a long time. I arrived to the home to move out some of my clothes and stuffs from my practical classes. I still do have plans to execute but i need to have some practical examples if i want to do them. I dont know. I kinda fell towards the depths this week. I kinda lost my passion or urge to do stuffs. I still need to do whatever i told to myself this time. I shouldn't lie to anyone (especially to myself). Today i also touched to this website a bit. I did some divisions and moveable photos. It wasn't that hard to code afterall. Just... its hard to proceed? Look. I do know how to Code basic stuffs but i can not do boards like they did. Its just straight up and down. My site is very straight in height. I wana build a layout for my main page. BUUUUUUUUT you see, I dont wana really copy paste. I want to do something creative. Atleast i wana go through by learning step by step. And then i will start to do my ideas. I already doing blogging a bit but i will do some more about this site. Just wait and see.(20.6.26)

Welp.. My exams are finally done.And im finally free. I ve got 2-3 months to improve myself. AAAANdd... I did quite a lot since the day when my exams had been finish. Welp, I was thinking of starting GYM again and also having piano classes(since piano was one of my childhood dreams to achieve), of course the driving classes and later obtaining the driving license. Yesterday i went for driving course,piano classes and Dentistry laboratory(excuses me.. what?). Yes.. but hang on we ll come to that. Fortunately my father DID talk with the driving course so i had to take only medical reports as for their requirements. Unfortunately i forgot my ID CARD lol. Oh yeah about that, i also attended on one of the DME(Dentistry Mastery Exam)courses about being their representative. The job is babycakes just i had to put my signature about paying quite a bit bill lol. I was terrified at first but they giving hella off from the bill up to my performance about being representative. AAAAND I DID FORGOT MY ID CARD IN THE PLACE LOLLLL.

Anyways.. about the Dentistry Laboratory stuff my mom did give me an idea about if i should work in Dentistry Laboratory. And i was like trying to do some stuff in this somestr so me thinking like.. ye why not? and people keep asking if im gona do some type of job on these ongoing months. So i accepted. We did go their place(which is also the very only laboratory in our city soo)I did presented myself and they accepted. I told that im gona work till 8 am to 8pm and i was like LOL. I accepted anyways hope i wont die.

I do really wana share a bit since our last meeting. I played with my boy mustafa since.. i dunno 3-4 days ? He did quite well on his exam. He is planing on studying med. Im really proud of him. I hope he also thinks the same. Anyways, we were playing minecraft. We started an survival and we did improve a lot since. Also i did talk with my crush today but the news are not that much bright as much as like her face :/.Welp she couldnt manage to make it to her goal on her exam. So she is probably gona try next year again. She sent an story on instagram and SHE WAS SO GORGEOUS. I talked a bit with her but she was like trying to make it to end in between our conversation. Well sure but why tho ? I was about to lose my hope in this year anyway cuz we were soo far away from eachother. I searched a bit if i could see her in her city and i had to travel about like 2 hours long way. And to get to the home on time i could only able to stay there for like 4 hours. She was really alike me and she was very gorgeous :(. For a sec i thought i found my life worthy friend. But.. oh well. I still try to talk with her nontheless. I sometimes feel really hopeless and sad about valentine n stuff. I need to be stronger on everything. In classes, In between friends, In between family n so n so. A man has to be strong always.Welp im out of memory to share for now soo.. I see you soon. Maybe i could add some few more if i remember. Leutnant is out.(28.06.26)

Deltarune Chapter 5 Is Out!

So what do think about it ? Welp its complicated a bit(not rly but sure). Normally on normal chapters i would say "Oh its perfect, Perfect down to the very last, Its just perfection!"And no ofc im not thinking that much critics ofc this chapter was REALLY GOOD. But to say the normal chapter did not really add up to the story for me. The gimmics and characters were so GOOD, musics? OH They are going to added through my spotify list AHAHAHA!. But so with the secrets they were.. quite the same? Well yes. But do you know what? Its okay. Literally the whole plot about not contributing to the story that much and with the secrets. Because thinking of it i think Toby did this intentionally. Look u see, he had to be carefull. Don't u know the ol UT/DR fanbase? they are LUNITICS! Look,even a small pinch and they d solve everything. So he had to share the right amount not less not much. He had to think more than the whole fanbase while constructing the game. So chapter 5 had to be the most filler one among them all. I think, chapter 6 and 7 will be served together. Toby will be more free this time with the deltarune comes to an end with the last 2 chapters. He wont need to worry about spoiling stuffs. So yes. Thats what im thinking about.

About the game, I really did like the aura coming from asgore. When he was being serious his aura theme starts to play and i was fill with full of goosepumps. And the personalities of 7 flowers were SO GOOD. 6 of em was just goons of the main one. The main one(flowery) was the star character of this chapter for me. His persona was really fun and kinda unexpected but still. The rest of the flowers were also good but my favorite ones are the cyan and my G green. Cyan is like a 6 y.o girl whos full of enthusiasm and wonder. She is really unstable with her actions of course. But she reminds us about our past times when we were child. She was cute. And the green was just full of nonchalant. They never fought against us during the chapter and they always helped with our fights by cooking us food. They also never speak so it makes them even more cool with their nonchalanted persona.I also did like about the character changings of both ralsei and susie. In this chapter Susie was more chill and ralsei was more agressive. Normally this was reversed but after susie learns about the final tragedy their persona started to slowly shift. This was a nice touch about learning a very important and stressful reality.

I am back! but not for long cuz i will sleep lol. Will continue on tomorrow sorry lads.